Regret

It's nice being loved 

Knowing that someone would do anything just to pleased you

Then you begin you think, that anything you do will be forgiven, cause he/she is so in love with you

Then.. BOOM!

The glass is broken, and all you can do is picking up the pieces of the broken glasses

All remain is regret

You might have love, but you're not the owner of the world

And once again, the gravity pushes on  everyone

One day you're up in heaven, the other day you just hit the ground

Nothing last forever, except forever itself

when head and heart and time meet at the same place
so pleased to come back!

and there's nothing called forever even in l.o.v.e.

sometimes you're in, sometimes you're out

but if this is love, you'll always find way to come back
and at that time, saying "i'm still loving you.. can we stay?"

Loving The Shadow

Pagi.. dini hari..
Waktu yang amat bersahabat dengan sepi. Di tepian kesadaran yang hampir hilang. Dan ingatan akan satu-satu yang sudah pergi, datang. 
Waktu yang sama, saat kerap kali perih mendera, dan yang hanya bisa dilakukan adalah berteriak dalam hampa. Tak ada yang nyata, tak ada yang bisa digenggam. Tak ada siapa-siapa. Dan momen itu kembali di tepi sepi dini hari.

walking alone in the dark
crying for your shadow
begging for what has been seen, read, and heard
broken promises, broken wings
broken me.. spinning world.. insanity
can i talk to the ghost of you?
why seeing is not believing?
why it doesn't feel the same?
i'm still searching for the ghost of you

What MakesThings Worse

It's always the same pattern..
What makes things worse, is how we deal with shits
And if we don't get up, stand up. Things will keep going worse and worse, and unfortunately there's no one or nothing to blame.. cause shits happen no more. you're just the one who add those shits to your life..
Congratulation.
So whether you get up and stand up? or drowning in your own shit.. :)

Good Luck.. Good Life.