Back to Zero

Almost 5 years ago, i was nearly "bleeding" in the effort to make some money for living.
And these days, i'm back to zero point, and almost feel the same "blood" comes out from me. Here i am.. at 0.. at none.. at the point of new beginning to become a jobless or die trying.. haha.. sounds so 50 cent huh? Get rich or die trying. 


I hope it's worth for what is worth.. 
And someday I can look back at this point with no regret..


*when you face it by yourself. no one will feel just ok :) 

No Surprises

The things that make the wound worse is cause you hope things will be different. When you can predict the result. When the shits happen, then.. it's not actually a surprise after all.. 
It's better to have a good preparation before anything worse happened. When shits still happen, then it's just destiny. Who actually can run from it? 


It's good to come back writing.. :)